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I welcome whoever wants to read my Angelhugs Page!! My prayer is that I might help someone that may be going through what I did. God willing. My story is not only about About Angels, but also about Jesus and Satan. I wasn't brought up in a Christian home, so I didn't know much about the Evil or our Jesus Christ, and we can't forget about my Angels. I was very young when Satan tried to come into my life. I was eight years old and my sister was seven. One late night something woke me out of a sound sleep. Satan was standing in our clothes closet, and the closet didn't have a door on it, so you could see right into it. He was calling to the both of us to come into the closet, where he was. I couldn't have moved, even if I had wanted too. There was no way I was going to walk any where near that closet. I knew who was in there! He smelled so bad I thought I was going to be sick. My sister got out of her bed and started walking towards the closet, I kept telling her not too, but she seemed not to hear me, and went in anyway. She was in there all night, I couldn't go back to sleep the rest of the night. I couldn't call out for help, because I thought that he might come out after me. When my sister came out of the closet, the next morning. She was never the same person. She would never bother me, but she was very evil. The State put her into a reform school when she was 11 years old. She as out of the reform school just a few years, and the State had to put her in prison. After seeing Satan, bad things began to happen to me. He has tried to kill me many times, only I didn't know that it was Satan doing those things to me. Because I wasn't a Christian at that time. That Evil one has come to see me many times, I have had more near death experiences, than I care to talk about. When he came to me I was so terrified I couldn't move. That kind of fear stays with you the rest of your life. I could smell him before I knew that he was anywhere near me. I will tell you about just a few of the many times he came to me. One night I woke up because he smelled so bad, I knew he must be very close to me. When I opened my eyes he was standing right over my bed, he was leaning down close to me, his mouth was almost touching my stomach, he was sending me pictures of what he wanted to do to me. He wanted to rip out my Heart or Soul. He really wanted me dead. When that didn't work, he started working on my ex-husband, and my health. If Satan couldn't kill me himself, he would have my ex-husband do it for him. My ex-husband was drunk most of the time. He was a mean drunk, and when he was drunk he would start beating on me. Hitting and kicking me every where! There were times when he wasn't even drinking, and he would grab me by my hair, and start hitting me in the face. I can't tell you how many times I have had black eyes, He broke my jaw, and my left ear-drum. I have had quite a few Surgeries, because of him. Thirty years ago, they didn't have places for abused women or children. The last time he gave me a bad beating, he carried me into the hospital, and told them that he had killed me, and he almost did. All I can say is that he misused me in every way you can think of. When I got out of the hospital that time, I left him. The reason why I waited so long to leave him, was because he was in the Air Force, and we were living in Rosewell, New Mexico. That's a long ways from Oregon, and I had four small children . I couldn't get any help from the Air-Force, they just looked the other way, making me feel dirty. I couldn't get any kind of help, so I had to leave my children because if I stayed, he would kill me the next time. I had no money, and I only took a few clothes. Leaving my children was the hardest thing I have ever had to do, it almost broke my heart. I'm not saying that Satan doesn't still try and mess with me any more, because that would be a lie. He keeps trying to make me fall from my Christian walk, and I know that is the way it will be until the Lord comes for us. Whenever Satan comes to see me, I just tell him, that I am a Child of the Jesus Christ, and I have been washed in the blood. Eight years ago I was drinking and smoking real hard, and I began to get real sick , Now I knew that I had a Angel!! She was always by my side, but now that I was getting sicker, my Angel was getting brighter and I could see a form in the middle of the bright light. I was very sick and I was spending more time in the hospital than at home. By this time my Angel was as clear as if I was looking at another person!! My doctor told me if I didn't stop smoking, that I would be dead in a few months. I said on no, I couldn't die. I had to many things left to do. I wasn't sure what was in store for me, I just knew that things were going to change in my life. I did stop smoking and drinking, but I still felt that something was missing in my life. I have a wonderful husband that takes good care of me. Then one day about two years ago, I was driving down the street and looked over to the side of the road, and there sat a small church. It wasn't a big fancy church, but it seemed to be calling to me. I said to myself, I'm going to that church tomorrow. I did go the very next day. The name of the church is Sonrise Fellowship, we are Pentecostal. As soon as I walked into the church I knew I was home. I could feel Jesus calling to me. That very next night, I gave myself to Jesus. I love him so much. God is so awesome and he loves us so much. Since I gave myself to the Lord, my blessings have increased 100 fold. A few months after I started going to church, the Lord blessed me with the gift of speaking in the heavenly language. My angel was so happy, I could hear her singing all the time, for the next few days. Now my husband, two daughters and my son all go to church with me. About a month and a half ago Satan really tried to come down hard on me, He tried to sneak up on me at my weakest point. In Jan of this year(1999) I had to have major surgery done on my neck. My first night home, my husband wanted me to sleep on the sofa in the living room. He thought that with me sleeping alone, would cut down the chance of him rolling over in his sleep and hurting me. About two in the morning, something woke me out of a sound sleep(I was on some very strong pain pills) so I really shouldn't have been able to wake up. I couldn't understand what I was doing sitting up, my mind was just not working, why am I awake, then I thought that I woke up because I needed to go to the bathroom. I got up and was about half way across the room, When something hit me real hard between my shoulder blades. I hit the floor so hard that I saw stars, then I felt and smelled him near me. I was just too weak from having surgery and taking all that pain medication to fight with him. He slammed down his foot on my back, then he lifted his foot off me. I was trying to pick myself up off the floor, and he slammed down his foot again. This time it felt like he was trying to push me right into the floor. I could hardly breath. All I could think was JESUS-JESUS. I can't say how, but I saw Jesus sweeping down under Satan's foot, and the Evil one was gone, just like we say in a blink of the eye. Even now when I try to talk about this, I start crying. There are no words to describe how it felt when Jesus covered my body with his. I know that's a Blessing that very few people get. I love Jesus with my whole Heart. He is Faithful and Loving. The Lord showed me in a vision, that I have a Mission to do, but I'm not to talk about that yet. I go to Church as much as I can. I am a Youth Leader, I do Hospitality Ministry in our Church. While I sleep, I sometimes do some Praying for the lord. I never remember who or what I was Praying about. Think that is the way the Lord wants it to be. I'm a Prayer Intercessor and a Prayer Warrior. Some of the Younger ones at Church call me Mother or just Mom. Please forgive me, I know that I sound like I'm blowing my own horn, but I am just putting down what the Lord puts in my Heart. We have lots of work for us to do, because our time is getting short and we need to be ready. We just have to start Loving all our Brothers and Sisters. Bring as many of our people to the Lord. I just wanted to share my story to as many people as I can. Sending the Lords Blessings to all!! Love Your Sister Visit my site at http://www.geocities.com/Heartland/Grove/7694/ |